on the wave
I'm Amber. I'm 19, in college studying journalism.

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I have decided that my blog won’t focus on my personal weight loss journey anymore. I’ll post mostly recipes and inspiration/motivation. 

It won’t change much from what it is now because I know I haven’t been on much and I haven’t done much but reblog. I hope that you will all stay with me as I will make the occasional personal post talking about how my weight loss/body acceptance is going. 

I cannot have a blog focused so much on something I can’t focus on completely myself. 

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Working on accepting and feeling comfortable with my body.

Working on accepting and feeling comfortable with my body.

Hello everyone,
I’ve been having terrible issues with my laptop in the last week. I have no money to have it fixed at the moment so I won’t be on as much. I’ll try to keep my blog moving a bit with my phone.
I’m really hoping to get some money and a job soon. I hope none of you experience these kind of money issues as they are one of the most upsetting and nerve wracking things that can happen.

In the process of dip dying my hair. I already tried to dye the tips blue after this pic was taken and it didn&#8217;t work at all so I&#8217;m gonna bleach it again cause I kind like how it looks. 
This picture shows all the flaws of my face and body I hate the most, but I have started to become a lot more comfortable in my own skin. It&#8217;s a hard ass process. 

In the process of dip dying my hair. I already tried to dye the tips blue after this pic was taken and it didn’t work at all so I’m gonna bleach it again cause I kind like how it looks. 

This picture shows all the flaws of my face and body I hate the most, but I have started to become a lot more comfortable in my own skin. It’s a hard ass process. 

I just had spaghetti squash and it was damn good.

It’s dead week.

I need to go to the library but if I sit in those crap chairs for too long my back will FREAK out. Gotta find a way to study in my dorm without getting sleepy or distracted. 

I’ve come to a point in my life where I have to beg for money from everyone I know.

I need to take a break from tumblr. I probably won’t, but I really should. 

Seeing progress other people make and pictures of thin women are adding to my current downward spiral. 

I’m having a serious issue with money and I won’t be surprised if I end up getting kicked out of college. 

On top of all of that I miss my boyfriend and my family fucking SUCKS.

So, this has been my whiny post for the day. 

Any nice things anyone has to say would be awesome.

Having a horrible day.

Just really horrible.

I have absolutely no one I can ask for a loan.

Like, this time I can actually pay it back but no one has any money. I had some extended family that has money but if they haven’t offered by now they obviously aren’t interested.

1000 dollars is all I need like RIGHT NOW and I have a loan coming in a month or so.

This is such bullshit I can’t even.

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